Its just awesome that my mom throws something really bad that happened to me right in my face as much as she can. I put myself in that situation its my fucking fault. I wish she would stop reminding me. I cried for days. I showered in steaming hot water. Tried to forget about it every night. I can’t believe someone i thought i could trust told my brother! She knew my brother would tell my mom! She knew how my mom is. Well she got me back ffor everything I’ve done to her
No wonder I was so fucking depressed. Things are thrown in my face every second of the fucking day. I’m so glad I get to head back to work in a minute. I thought I was done thinking about it!
I wish I could go back and not tell anyone. Why did I make that phone call that night?! Why didn’t I just keepit to my fucking self!?
I try tto make things not awkward with my old friend but when i try I think I make things worse. Lol I think I go the other route and just forget about it.
*hanging out with Angelica again today! Heck yess! Wii time
I quit taking my pills :/ its been a week now. My mom made me feel bad for taking them. Oh well. This week has been no different off of them. Fuck it!!” :P
Sooo… yeah kinda been struggling with the fact that I have only told about 4 ppl that I like girls. I wish I could tell my family especially. I wish they would actually except it. My mom keeps making lil remarks about the gay marriage stuff. I went thru my phase of not knowing for sire. Or at least not wanting to say I am before I actually even really knew for sure.
But now I can actually say I had a wonderful kiss with a hot as heyell girl the other night. My stomach dropped. I can’t even say I have had this feeling with any Guy I have kissed. For now I get to blog about it.
I’d like to begin the awkward climb towards our former friendship before I confessed my love for you
Via someecards Lmfao
The Meth days memories make me get goosebumps from head to toe. The feeling of smoking that fresh Hawaiian ice. And the second it hits my lungs.
5 years sober from that shiiit So crazy. seems like yesterday I was up weeks at a time. It was fun. Gotta admit. I got so much done. But to say I’m clean to my family and save those hundreds ffeels better than the rush. My new addiction is my son. And I’m proud to say that
New roomies gonna rock!! :) glad I was able to help
